I have words in my head but no paper, I have to get them out.
You have sacrificed for her.
you'd go through hell for he.
you love her now.
But you don't know if you always will. You've already given up your past to be with her. Now is more important than before or after.
Some important things happened to her when she was a child, some good important things and some bad important things, that give reason to everything she is now. There is a reason she can use words well and there is a reason why she prefers the company of one, or of herself, above the company of friends and relations. There is a reason she rarely believes she is good enough to do everything. A reason she lacks faith in herself. And there is a reason she needs to think and prepare herself for the future.
Parts of her past torture her sometimes and when they do, she needs to know the future will be better. She needs to feel she can control it because of things that happened to her in the past that she couldn't control.
She is preparing to remake her entire future around someone else.
This is the hardest thing she can ask herself to do.
You gave up her past for her because she loved you in the present.
She is giving up her future in order to make a new one with you,
but she has to know you will love her in it.
She has to know this is not a mistake.
